Angel & Devil

Everybody thought that: "phewwwww, finally exam is over. I'm going to enjoy the holiday.YEAA!!! I'M FREE!!! But now, it's different. It should be : ohhhh shit! tomorrow is the result day, I'm going to die!! hahahahaha. Good time end and bad time comes. We need to face the fact tho.

In every person, there's an angel and devil,which is the good sides and the bad sides. those olden days, we will saw the angel and devil keep showing up. The angel keep persuade and the devil keep asking him to do bad things.But it's all depend on the people itself. Don't blame anyone when you did anything wrong. Blame yourself and be responsible .yayyyyy.

This month is Christmas month!!

It's December!!! Everything happen in a blink of an eye. I'm 18 this year, and I've finish my SAM course. and I'm going to continue my degree course next year. wow.. times do flies. Appreciate what you have now. Love all the people around you. This month is Christmas month!! I want to celebrate Christmas so much. I love Christmas!!! heeee..I love the way we shop and choose for the present to someone else. I love when we gather all the present under the big beautiful Christmas tree. I love the most is when we choose the present and un-warp it. The feeling to figure it out what is inside the box. I'm waiting for Christmas .

night=)

Last two day in subang

Today is the last two day I will be here. I'll leave Subang on Monday. I'm going to miss everything here.I used to it to the environment here, the lifestyle here. Thanks to Treston today, because of him I have a great dinner (yuen steamboat restaurant) with some of my friends. I would see them once again before I leave. Tonight I enjoyed very much,the last time see them pariah and make fun. =) I really really going to miss you guys!!! I'll try to come back for the Christmas party. I hope I can make it! Love you all!!

Is this the last time?

I really do hate Sam and taylor for the very first time. But after 11 months, I don't feel like leaving here. I start liking here. The friends here, the lecturer and everything. They're just awesomeeeeee. Am I going to meet you guys for the last time? Looking at everyone partying and enjoying themselves , I realized that is the last time to see them again. G8 rock!!!!!

Exam week.

heyyy all. I'm having my trial exam. Apparently, this is the second day of exam. So, I have 3 subjects to go . I'm going to fail my physics, I don't know how to do at all. When I'm having my exam, I realized that cute guy.hahahah. Now I know that he is from G1. LOL. i think that I'm like a stalker. but now i don't see him. herrmmm. he is neither in the cafeteria nor study lounge. I think maybe he is in the library or sleeping at home. oh yea... I remember that I dream about him today when I'm having my nap. hahahaha. damm cute.

okie la.. need to study Bio now. wish me luck =)

Do I really forget you?

"Do I really forget you?"

I ask this question to myself quite a lot of times. But I still don't know the answer.

Am I lying to myself that I had forgotten you. Why this time I can't forget you?why??Can anyone tell me? I'm such a loser.

Sometimes look at those couple, I've a thought.

" I want love & care from somebody."

This sentence lead my mind to him. I remember how you care about me. I just can't stop thinking about you. Please get rid from my mind. Just go away.

Somehow it happened.

playing around during wash the dishes.
I did this to him.hahahaha *Am I naughty?*

Actually I don't like to wash those dishes. But that day, somehow I help to wash all the dishes in my cousin house with *him*. While he wash with soap, and I removed the soap with clean water. LOL. Suddenly, he call my name. I was like :yes??? He just splash the water into my eyes. I don't know he's the person that can played with. Later, the bubbles is all around my hands. okie, fine. I'll pay back revenge by wash his hand with the yellow sponge.hahahaha..his hand is full with soap and bubbles. At last, both of our hands are full with soap=D Although it's just a small play, but I . feel happy when I recall the scene . Somehow my face will appear an smile =)

Night

Something meaningful

I love him-The Mcee of the night
Midnight Circus
My group member =)


A true smile =)

Supa Dupa Diva

Out of nowhere, I go for audition for k-pop. Suddenly, I got chosen and I became the main character of supa dupa diva-Giyul. Everything just happened in a n blink of eye. it's very tiring and I need to concentrate on my studies and dance. In those few weeks, I realized that people are mean!!They can back stabbed you. Be nice in front of you. Once they turned their head around, their face totally changed. At least I knew the ugly truth of somebody. But the main point is I've done it!! =)

I can managed to finish the dance for 2 days. I need to admit that first day is worst as I'm too nervous and I forgot the steps but it's not that obvious and I even forget my own solo part. teeheee..On day 2, everything is perfect!!Even the solo part. hahaha. Anyway, I hope that everyone is having fun. I feel proud for myself as I can dance on the stage.LT 1 --FULL HOUSE and extra sits and the back.They are willing to pay to watch our performance.=D The money that we earned, we donate to a girl who had cancer and she need to undergo bone narrow transplant. This is the first time, I did something meaningful.We earned quite a large amount money.

Family is the best

Joen & Joee

In these two weeks time, I'm very busy and tired. Busy with studies, k-pop, exam, assignments and production II. I can't cope up with my studies as well as my k-pop dance. I feel helpless right now. I have nobody to talk to. Nobody knows what I'm thinking and what I'm facing.

But luckily I still have my cousin and aunty who spend our weekend together.Since my sister and my brother come to Kl, we went shopping and try to eat as much as we can.Although those weekend are simple but it's full with love and warmth. =)

Gifts from everyone

Sour Ribbon from Famous Amous--Arvin tang

I love sour ribbon. It is the best. hmmm... Since I went to lakeside and he just bought it for me.. yummm.yummm...I like Cola the most,but I didn't eat yet.cause I scared it will finish.So, I just keep it. hahahaha
From Sarawak--Terence

Terence bought souvenir for me from Sarawak =) He went to Sarawak for 5 days. But when he come back, I feel that he had changed. Something just happened, but he don't want to tell me about it. I also can't do anything. Just wait....
Strawberry Lollipop--Aravind

well...Aravind will keep his promise tho.awwwww....I had been selected for K-pop( re-production). Actually, he promise to give me TEN Lollipop.and up just one lollipop.hahahaha. But I'm touched .LOL..

Love you guys so much =)

wen junn, I'm not purposely to *m* you.hahahaha

Night =D

Go to Hatyai

04-06-2011 This is my first holiday during semester one break. ok...So it's like more than 6 months I didn't go to hatyai already.Try to wake up early in the morning to avoid traffic jam due to Agong's birthday. On the way to the border, I saw more than 7 buses.I'm like OMG!!!This is going to take a long time.Luckily, it doesn't take even one hour.

Thailand MacDonald~~Love it so much.The coffee quite nice and there is a counter prepare different type of beverage. It's totally different from Malaysia.
This is the "Hatyai street". It's coke summer!!!Big coca-cola is made from small coca-cola.hahaha.
This is the biggest "nangka" that I've ever seen. super huge =D
Green tea & Passion fruit from Gelate. I eat five scoop of ice cream. 3 scoops of green tea and 2 scoop of passion fruit.
The employee damm rude. I hate them!!!Are they looking down on Malaysian? They just bad-mouthing in front of us.

By the way,this trip quite good. cause I bought one bag and one dress. damm happy. cause long time didn't shopping already. But i think i need to admit that I'm getting older and older.I shop for 2 hours and I say I'm tired and I feel like I wanna go back.hahaha. Is this the symptoms of getting older?LOL.

This can be said that my holiday during sem one break. The rest of days, I just stay at home and sleep for 12 hours everyday =D

Night=)

So called fairy tales

"Prince charming & princess will live happily ever after"
This is our favourite bedtime story.when we were small, we used to believe that every relationship will have a happy ending.At that moment, we start to create our own storyline.

"I don't want other Cinderella story,
I don't even want a Twilight story,
All i want is YOU&ME, ME&YOU.
Together.our own story,
Our own happy ending."

As time passes by, we grow up day by day, years by years. We start learn everything about love.Things have changed and flowers have wilted.Love also fade away.The thought of fairy tales start to fade too. In the real life, there's no such thing as "happy ending" or so called fairy tales.Everybody in this world want a happy relationship, just like the fairy tales.It's simple.But why this can change from simple to complicate?Tears start to involve in our life. It's like our daily routine. Tears roll down our cheek, they're so easy to wipe off onto our sleeves, but it's hard to erase the stain in our heart.Tears are those words that our heart can't express.A dream that full with love turns to a nightmare.
End up with a broken heart.

People crash into each others.

Today after class went to buy BUBBLE TEA( Japanese Matcha Red bean & Passion fruit QQ) Guess what??I waited two cups of bubble tea for 1 hours and 15 minutes.Sound so stupid.A random guy just talk to me.As i know, his name is either Jason or Johnson.I just know that start with the letter "J". That time, I can't hear clearly. He is from Sunway and he is a nice guy =) .His friend is a weirdo!His attitude and his face expression is weird, like a uncle. Maybe. After that, I just went to the library study for one and a half hour.It's like AWESOME! My dear called me. She say that I'm with a bunch of my Sunway friends at snowflake now. " DO you wanna come?" At that moment, I make up my mind.Sorry to Terence.hahahaha.
I feel so happy when i saw them. They are like my second family. As i told my problems to dear, she say something that is quite true.
"Why on this earth got this type of guys?!Better don't want this type of guy!"
Wayih and Yi ci is the most bless couple ever. They are so lucky that they can met each others in this world.This world is big, full with millions & millions of people.Is this how people crash into each other?Are this called fate??? I don't know that when is my turn?
STOP THAT TOPIC!
We went for pool. I ALOMOST win Nicholas.Fighting for that black ball.LOL.
Ash just broke the whole branch of the tree.Just outside of my block.He's like the plant abuser. I think his hand is full of lipids. hahahaha.
Today, I met Taylor and Sunway's friends. Quite happy.
And one more thing, I didn't have my lunch and dinner.WOW!!DIET. hahahaha

Tomorrow I will be more happy than today.
night=)

thank you, mummy

This is last year mother's day picture.Sorry mummy, this year I can't celebrate with you.

A mother's love is unconditional.
When I were a baby, she was afraid of that I will not grow up healthy.
When I were a small kid, she was afraid that I will not used to it in the kindergarden.
When I were in a primary school, she was afraid that I can't follow up the studies.
When I were a teenagers, she was afraid that I will get influence by the society.
When i enter college, She was afraid that I will not have a good meal and rest.
You're worried about me every time and everywhere.
You're the best mum in the world.
I <3 you
Happy Mother's day to all of the mum in the world.

Full with loveeee.

I'm tired with my life

I wish that the rain could take away all my sadness.
You walk out on me.Why??For the very reason that I did not even realise that you had decided to walk out on me.you had made your unceremonious exit.You did not mince your words when you said that i was annoying.Your words hurt me to the very core.I was in the doldrums.
Crying is an anodyne to me. I had done enough of that. My tear ducts had all seemed dried up.Time heals all wounds. Only time would tell. For the moment, I'm like a wounded animal, licking its wound, still unable to grips with the stark reality confronting me. I tried to seek a reconciliation.
They said that " Every cloud has a sliver lining." But what I could see is dark ominous cloud.
I'm a sucker for love. I just wanted to be cared. Is that too much of the asking?
I want to know the reason why you walk out on me. At least let me know the truth.

I'm confused.

I feel so useless right now.I don't even know my own feelings toward him.What should i do?I'm so confused.i don't understand him well.I don't know your background.He likes to keep as a mystery.But he told me his feelings toward me in front of me.But i still scared.I don't know what i'm afraid of.I'm afraid of being hurt.But I don't want to hurt you too.
Now I'm holding my phone wait for your reply.
I wish that i will know my own feelings one day.

Today is not a good day.

9 o'clock class started.This is my first time fail my Bio class test 1.I didn't realised that tears is rolling down my check.I have study about the DNA stuff.But i don't understand what the question ask.What they want?I'm so sorry wen junn.You teach me Bio at 9 p.m But i still fail my test.I need to go for consultaion and do more excerise.During my break time,I walk back home alone.I need to think about it.

I need to put more effort!!!!
When I believe I can,I can~

Two friends's birthday..=)

25th of feb(Friday)
Happy Birthday to my lovely Dear yi ci..wish you always happy and always so preety and hawt.hahaha.you're the best dear to me.Love you always.mwahhh..*Huggie*

After my class,i went to Sunway Prymaid.I went the by bus.ALONE!(because of you)I damm scared la.keep asking the girl in front of me.hahaha.Luckily that girl told me.AND!Something funny happened.I lost in sunway prymaid!I speechless about that.hahaha.i used 30 min to find the way to the canopy walk.I thought there have 2 canopy walk.hahaha.Finally,i met my dear.heee..We went to ice skating.this is my third times to skate and i fall 4 times!my whole buttock wet already.i know a guy,his name damm cute.he is pro in ice skate,he teach me how to balance my body while skating.hmmm..Not bad huh.We skate for 2 hours.My leg damm pain,can't even skate anymore.We had our dinner at xxxx kitchen.I forgot the name already.
The fried rice damm expensive.One plate for RM9.90
We find shirt for roshan and went back Sunway hostel.We had our bath and go to victor's hostel.I love his fridge.A lot of things to eat.We ate vanilla ice-cream in the midnight.just keep eating.hahaha.We stay over night at their place.

26th of feb(Roshan's birthday)
Happy Birthday Roshan!you're the coolest indian.hahaha..You're damm good.=)wish you always happy.=D

That morning kena kacau by victor.aiyoooo..We went to Sunway shop for roshan present.I like that shirt from Jaspel & Topshop.but they didn't buy that.We choose CK Aqua perfume for him.Hope he will like it.=) We went to Roshan birthday party at Souled out,Kuala Lumpur.That place is good!I order beef ribs.quite nice la.
There is it!We order Tequilla Shot!!wooo..Drink one shot.
1)drink the alcohol in one shot
2)lick the salt
3)eat the lime
after that,I'll feel the hotness!
They didn't let me drink already.>< they had tried "Bombastic" , "Jager Bomb , "Lychee Martini"
then we just went to Brandon's house.They watch scary movie.I damm scared.Victor plug in some piano soft music for me.=)But i still can't sleep.Have pillow talk with victor,chery,brandon and alyvn.i sleep at 6 in the morning.wake up at 11.Not enough sleep at all.I'ts just like my nap!When i reach my hostel,I sleep at 5 until 8 p.m
.hahaha.nice to sleep~

This is my weekend story.Happy Birthday to you guys yea.Nice to meet all of you.Espically Roshan!!

Love=)
night.

My First time that i late for class.

Hmmm.Here is the story line.last night i slept at 2 something.because of that stupid esl topics!think over again and again.My class start at 8.I wake up at 6:30.i get ready at 7:30.Since i still got 15 min free time.I decided to have a nap.I try to see the numbers on the watch and Oooops.I just realiased that i've overslept!I dashed off.I saw my friend is going to school too.but his class start at 9a.m.hahaha..I just run in without the student id.I just entered the class.they're having the chemistry experiment.it's about the colour of the flame.I wanna play!but i can only play for 2 unknown metal.haihh..

After class,i meet Wei keat in front if inti college.he is wearing red and his background is red in colour.How I'm going to see him right.We decided to have our lunch.BUT!!!he say he lazy to walk back.he just bought some bread.
I did a random stuff!I wear Taylor student id and walk into Inti College.hahaha.Luckily the guard did not saw it.besides that,I'm still wearing and i did not notice that.xD

When i reach home,i slept for 4 hours.My nap is quite long.hahaha.

Good night..=)

Triple Dot Crew. . .

I wish that i could dance one day.

I had make a decision,that is :i join the TDC (Taylor Dance Club) weee...

Our crew name is TRIPLE DOT CREW!!!woooh.damm nice.

I choose contemporary dance.This is the first time i dance in my whole life.I can't believe that I'm dancing.But it's kinda weird!our contemporary group consists only ONE guy.hahaha.

1st time : dance for "Coming home"

2nd time : express our feeling through our body move(Hope)

3rd time : dance for "bleeding love"

4th time : practice for "bleeding love" again

because it gonna be our song for Sam fiesta =D

I'll practice more and more.

I realised that i fall for dancing. =)

love contemporary so muchhhhh....xoxo

Taylor's college

Hmmm.Today is the 35th day I'm in taylor.Those few days,i was so busy.busy about studies and playing around.Now I'm still thinking about what is my ESL studies assingment topic.I'm gonna die soon!I've no idea about it.tommorow my lecturer need the proposal already.arghhh!What to do?besides,

today I'm so happy that my Bio,math and malaysian studies test finally over already.so i don't need to study for now.hahaha.

Last day in kedah.

Today is my last day in kedah.I have a movie with adesh,ash win,kitty,janice and Tharunnia Ganesan.We watch "faster".It's a great movie and i gonna have a serious heart attack with that movie.haha.The Rock is super hyper fast!he killed everybody in 5 days!!!Btw,they deserve that.I got shock and jumped up when he killed the biggest and evil guy.
***ash win has the muscle same as the rock(16 pacs)xD .I think he'll be very happy with that.haha..
***In this day,i meet new friends :janice and Tharunnia Ganesan.They are sweet and friendly.hee..
Btw,it's a nice movie.=)

My New year dress.=D

I bought this dress at Topshop in Penang Queensbay.=)
At the first sight i saw this dress,I love it very much.I want it.but it's too expensive.It costs almost RM 250.when i saw the price,i walk out the shop with a broken heart.=(
after 1 month,i felt regret.I really want this dress,but i can't find it.
Miracle happened!!!
Sueednly,i saw this dress again.seem like we have fate.hahaha.I try it and but it.hee.^-^
Love it.<3

Leaving here soon.

I'm going to leave here in two days times.I'm going to KL for my further studies.I'm doing SAM.I don't belive that I'm leaving here.
Homesick!!!OMG!!!

• Miss my parents.
• Miss my friends.
• Miss my BED!!
• Miss my pillow!
• Miss blanket!
• Miss my room!

I want to start a new life!!!