Holiday

Before holiday, I keep telling myself that I need to lose weight! I want abs and muscle. During this holiday, I eat clean and went to the gym to lift some weight. I've tried to work out for tricep and bicep. Since I am not strong, so i started with 2.5kg each. When you get stronger, you can increase the weight. The next day, you can feel the soreness of the muscle. For diet part, go for protein and take less carbohydrates, fats, sugar. such as, steamed chicken breast, half-boiled egg and more vegetables. Eat less of white rice and white bread as well as sweeten drinks. Good luck guys! remember determination!

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A party allows me to realized about three facts that I cannot accept it at the first place. Why am I being so naive to believe everyone. Every time, I told myself not to believe anyone easily. But I just choose to believe them. At end, I will be the one who got hurt but no one knows. I hate myself for being weak, I cannot even voice out for myself-every single thing.

Something New

These few weeks, I am so busy with my uni life.Full with cheerleading practice, track & field and swimming practices. Although my life is quite busy, but I'm occupied. At least I do something healthy everyday instead of facing the laptop for the whole day. Other than that, uni life is full with drama and rumors. The main point is the GUY who spread the rumors. What's wrong with the people in IMU? Some of them just don't have life. Try to avoid everything :)

8,August 2012

I've known it the moment that we met. You're the person that wanted to change someone to a person that you used to like. But why? It's hard for you and someone else. Why don't just try to accept who the person are? Just try to accept them everything include their weakness and kindness. This will make everyone happy.

#We should find a person that likes who you are right now. Not the one who tried to change you to another person that he/she used to like.

August,1 2102

I have started my uni like one month ago and i seriously think that I need a life.What I am doing right now is go for classes and watch movie at home. This is a very boring life. Life is short and we don't know what is going to happen tomorrow. Why don't we enjoy life first? Play hard, exercise more, study hard,party hard and enjoy the life as much as I could.

Quotes of the day
When one door of happiness closes, another opens, but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one that has been opened for us.- Helen Keller


There are some pictures below about Hair chalking. I think I should try that. :D

Happy new year

Happy new year people!!! and yeahhhh,I know it's 7th of jan.and it's kind of late.but whatever. hahahahha. I can't believe it's 2012. It's the end of the world!!! and i can't believe that I'm 19. apparently, I would say I'm 18++.LOL.so, what are you going to do if this year is the last year that we live? are you going to do the things that you didn't do before? I really want to travel around the whole. it's my dream .But maybe when i earn some money first or just find a rich husband. hahahahaha. but I'm forever alone . *sadcase* I just need to believe that God is giving me the most perfect guy.but i just need to wait . heeee. I'm just trying to convince myself but it do work sometimes. and yeshh! Tomorrow is my JPJ test and good luck for me. the best part is I'm going back to KL on 11th of jan by plane. This would be my first time to sit on the plane. seriously. sad, right? I hope I won't lost in the airport. I really don't know anything about those check in stuff.hahahaha..I really miss subang!! =)

try to listen to Adele-Make You Feel My Love
This song almost make me cry. understand the lyrics. when I listen to this sing, I think of you. Sometimes, I'm think i'm going to meet you up when i go back, or i should just keep it as a secret and I won't meet you up? what should I choose?? Let the God choose for me =)

Night guys!
xoxo

Angel & Devil

Everybody thought that: "phewwwww, finally exam is over. I'm going to enjoy the holiday.YEAA!!! I'M FREE!!! But now, it's different. It should be : ohhhh shit! tomorrow is the result day, I'm going to die!! hahahahaha. Good time end and bad time comes. We need to face the fact tho.

In every person, there's an angel and devil,which is the good sides and the bad sides. those olden days, we will saw the angel and devil keep showing up. The angel keep persuade and the devil keep asking him to do bad things.But it's all depend on the people itself. Don't blame anyone when you did anything wrong. Blame yourself and be responsible .yayyyyy.

This month is Christmas month!!

It's December!!! Everything happen in a blink of an eye. I'm 18 this year, and I've finish my SAM course. and I'm going to continue my degree course next year. wow.. times do flies. Appreciate what you have now. Love all the people around you. This month is Christmas month!! I want to celebrate Christmas so much. I love Christmas!!! heeee..I love the way we shop and choose for the present to someone else. I love when we gather all the present under the big beautiful Christmas tree. I love the most is when we choose the present and un-warp it. The feeling to figure it out what is inside the box. I'm waiting for Christmas .

night=)

Last two day in subang

Today is the last two day I will be here. I'll leave Subang on Monday. I'm going to miss everything here.I used to it to the environment here, the lifestyle here. Thanks to Treston today, because of him I have a great dinner (yuen steamboat restaurant) with some of my friends. I would see them once again before I leave. Tonight I enjoyed very much,the last time see them pariah and make fun. =) I really really going to miss you guys!!! I'll try to come back for the Christmas party. I hope I can make it! Love you all!!

Is this the last time?

I really do hate Sam and taylor for the very first time. But after 11 months, I don't feel like leaving here. I start liking here. The friends here, the lecturer and everything. They're just awesomeeeeee. Am I going to meet you guys for the last time? Looking at everyone partying and enjoying themselves , I realized that is the last time to see them again. G8 rock!!!!!

Exam week.

heyyy all. I'm having my trial exam. Apparently, this is the second day of exam. So, I have 3 subjects to go . I'm going to fail my physics, I don't know how to do at all. When I'm having my exam, I realized that cute guy.hahahah. Now I know that he is from G1. LOL. i think that I'm like a stalker. but now i don't see him. herrmmm. he is neither in the cafeteria nor study lounge. I think maybe he is in the library or sleeping at home. oh yea... I remember that I dream about him today when I'm having my nap. hahahaha. damm cute.

okie la.. need to study Bio now. wish me luck =)

Do I really forget you?

"Do I really forget you?"

I ask this question to myself quite a lot of times. But I still don't know the answer.

Am I lying to myself that I had forgotten you. Why this time I can't forget you?why??Can anyone tell me? I'm such a loser.

Sometimes look at those couple, I've a thought.

" I want love & care from somebody."

This sentence lead my mind to him. I remember how you care about me. I just can't stop thinking about you. Please get rid from my mind. Just go away.

Somehow it happened.

playing around during wash the dishes.
I did this to him.hahahaha *Am I naughty?*

Actually I don't like to wash those dishes. But that day, somehow I help to wash all the dishes in my cousin house with *him*. While he wash with soap, and I removed the soap with clean water. LOL. Suddenly, he call my name. I was like :yes??? He just splash the water into my eyes. I don't know he's the person that can played with. Later, the bubbles is all around my hands. okie, fine. I'll pay back revenge by wash his hand with the yellow sponge.hahahaha..his hand is full with soap and bubbles. At last, both of our hands are full with soap=D Although it's just a small play, but I . feel happy when I recall the scene . Somehow my face will appear an smile =)

Night

Something meaningful

I love him-The Mcee of the night
Midnight Circus
My group member =)


A true smile =)

Supa Dupa Diva

Out of nowhere, I go for audition for k-pop. Suddenly, I got chosen and I became the main character of supa dupa diva-Giyul. Everything just happened in a n blink of eye. it's very tiring and I need to concentrate on my studies and dance. In those few weeks, I realized that people are mean!!They can back stabbed you. Be nice in front of you. Once they turned their head around, their face totally changed. At least I knew the ugly truth of somebody. But the main point is I've done it!! =)

I can managed to finish the dance for 2 days. I need to admit that first day is worst as I'm too nervous and I forgot the steps but it's not that obvious and I even forget my own solo part. teeheee..On day 2, everything is perfect!!Even the solo part. hahaha. Anyway, I hope that everyone is having fun. I feel proud for myself as I can dance on the stage.LT 1 --FULL HOUSE and extra sits and the back.They are willing to pay to watch our performance.=D The money that we earned, we donate to a girl who had cancer and she need to undergo bone narrow transplant. This is the first time, I did something meaningful.We earned quite a large amount money.

Family is the best

Joen & Joee

In these two weeks time, I'm very busy and tired. Busy with studies, k-pop, exam, assignments and production II. I can't cope up with my studies as well as my k-pop dance. I feel helpless right now. I have nobody to talk to. Nobody knows what I'm thinking and what I'm facing.

But luckily I still have my cousin and aunty who spend our weekend together.Since my sister and my brother come to Kl, we went shopping and try to eat as much as we can.Although those weekend are simple but it's full with love and warmth. =)

Gifts from everyone

Sour Ribbon from Famous Amous--Arvin tang

I love sour ribbon. It is the best. hmmm... Since I went to lakeside and he just bought it for me.. yummm.yummm...I like Cola the most,but I didn't eat yet.cause I scared it will finish.So, I just keep it. hahahaha
From Sarawak--Terence

Terence bought souvenir for me from Sarawak =) He went to Sarawak for 5 days. But when he come back, I feel that he had changed. Something just happened, but he don't want to tell me about it. I also can't do anything. Just wait....
Strawberry Lollipop--Aravind

well...Aravind will keep his promise tho.awwwww....I had been selected for K-pop( re-production). Actually, he promise to give me TEN Lollipop.and up just one lollipop.hahahaha. But I'm touched .LOL..

Love you guys so much =)

wen junn, I'm not purposely to *m* you.hahahaha

Night =D

Go to Hatyai

04-06-2011 This is my first holiday during semester one break. ok...So it's like more than 6 months I didn't go to hatyai already.Try to wake up early in the morning to avoid traffic jam due to Agong's birthday. On the way to the border, I saw more than 7 buses.I'm like OMG!!!This is going to take a long time.Luckily, it doesn't take even one hour.

Thailand MacDonald~~Love it so much.The coffee quite nice and there is a counter prepare different type of beverage. It's totally different from Malaysia.
This is the "Hatyai street". It's coke summer!!!Big coca-cola is made from small coca-cola.hahaha.
This is the biggest "nangka" that I've ever seen. super huge =D
Green tea & Passion fruit from Gelate. I eat five scoop of ice cream. 3 scoops of green tea and 2 scoop of passion fruit.
The employee damm rude. I hate them!!!Are they looking down on Malaysian? They just bad-mouthing in front of us.

By the way,this trip quite good. cause I bought one bag and one dress. damm happy. cause long time didn't shopping already. But i think i need to admit that I'm getting older and older.I shop for 2 hours and I say I'm tired and I feel like I wanna go back.hahaha. Is this the symptoms of getting older?LOL.

This can be said that my holiday during sem one break. The rest of days, I just stay at home and sleep for 12 hours everyday =D

Night=)

So called fairy tales

"Prince charming & princess will live happily ever after"
This is our favourite bedtime story.when we were small, we used to believe that every relationship will have a happy ending.At that moment, we start to create our own storyline.

"I don't want other Cinderella story,
I don't even want a Twilight story,
All i want is YOU&ME, ME&YOU.
Together.our own story,
Our own happy ending."

As time passes by, we grow up day by day, years by years. We start learn everything about love.Things have changed and flowers have wilted.Love also fade away.The thought of fairy tales start to fade too. In the real life, there's no such thing as "happy ending" or so called fairy tales.Everybody in this world want a happy relationship, just like the fairy tales.It's simple.But why this can change from simple to complicate?Tears start to involve in our life. It's like our daily routine. Tears roll down our cheek, they're so easy to wipe off onto our sleeves, but it's hard to erase the stain in our heart.Tears are those words that our heart can't express.A dream that full with love turns to a nightmare.
End up with a broken heart.

People crash into each others.

Today after class went to buy BUBBLE TEA( Japanese Matcha Red bean & Passion fruit QQ) Guess what??I waited two cups of bubble tea for 1 hours and 15 minutes.Sound so stupid.A random guy just talk to me.As i know, his name is either Jason or Johnson.I just know that start with the letter "J". That time, I can't hear clearly. He is from Sunway and he is a nice guy =) .His friend is a weirdo!His attitude and his face expression is weird, like a uncle. Maybe. After that, I just went to the library study for one and a half hour.It's like AWESOME! My dear called me. She say that I'm with a bunch of my Sunway friends at snowflake now. " DO you wanna come?" At that moment, I make up my mind.Sorry to Terence.hahahaha.
I feel so happy when i saw them. They are like my second family. As i told my problems to dear, she say something that is quite true.
"Why on this earth got this type of guys?!Better don't want this type of guy!"
Wayih and Yi ci is the most bless couple ever. They are so lucky that they can met each others in this world.This world is big, full with millions & millions of people.Is this how people crash into each other?Are this called fate??? I don't know that when is my turn?
STOP THAT TOPIC!
We went for pool. I ALOMOST win Nicholas.Fighting for that black ball.LOL.
Ash just broke the whole branch of the tree.Just outside of my block.He's like the plant abuser. I think his hand is full of lipids. hahahaha.
Today, I met Taylor and Sunway's friends. Quite happy.
And one more thing, I didn't have my lunch and dinner.WOW!!DIET. hahahaha

Tomorrow I will be more happy than today.
night=)

thank you, mummy

This is last year mother's day picture.Sorry mummy, this year I can't celebrate with you.

A mother's love is unconditional.
When I were a baby, she was afraid of that I will not grow up healthy.
When I were a small kid, she was afraid that I will not used to it in the kindergarden.
When I were in a primary school, she was afraid that I can't follow up the studies.
When I were a teenagers, she was afraid that I will get influence by the society.
When i enter college, She was afraid that I will not have a good meal and rest.
You're worried about me every time and everywhere.
You're the best mum in the world.
I <3 you
Happy Mother's day to all of the mum in the world.

Full with loveeee.